Give me a new start
• Första dagen i skolan avklarad, fick höra att man va en aning brun och det är ju alltid kul ! inte så kul att färgen försvinner lika fort iof, men man får väl njuta sålänge den är kvar ;)
Började träna idag igen, det va grymt skönt. synd bara att man är tillbaka på NOLL gällande konditionen men det tar man väl igen rätt så snabbt ..
Nu ska jag börja fixa mig för sängen snart, elin på träningen sa nått om en milkshake och jag blev grymt sugen men såklart hade vi inte saker hemma. Men visst överlever man för de ? ;P
peace
Take me to a higher place - I'm falling down on my knees
For like years ago I was just like you . enjoyed every second of my life, but something happend. suddenly it was bad to do whatever you liked.. so I stopped. I was retired into one's shell and imagine that whatever I did it was safe, I had it all and imagine that it was better then everything else. You told me that everyone from my place was just like me. holding back and didn't wanna be a fool.
It's like music. Music is my soul. My friends make me happy. My family make me feel safe. But when the music reaches my ears i'm falling down into a whole other world, a world where my dreams are floating around me and I feel surrounded by feelings,almost high. My heart beat faster and even if it's for one second I'm whoever I wanna be.
...and then the music stops and I'm the same again. nothing's change.
When I saw you my heart and my head felt the same, without music. It was like a drug that I can't explain. It was like you healed my heart. You were like I'm in my dreams. You did things that I'm only doing in my dreams. You said things that only people have courage to say in my dreams. you looked at life like I did in my wildest dreams. At the same second I realized this I stoped being insecure and it went over to hope. It's because I saw it in real life, all thing's I've only got in my head actually existed.
Thank's to you I had my life back, but it's kind of sad that you never gonna be able to know it.
Började träna idag igen, det va grymt skönt. synd bara att man är tillbaka på NOLL gällande konditionen men det tar man väl igen rätt så snabbt ..
Nu ska jag börja fixa mig för sängen snart, elin på träningen sa nått om en milkshake och jag blev grymt sugen men såklart hade vi inte saker hemma. Men visst överlever man för de ? ;P
peace
Take me to a higher place - I'm falling down on my knees
For like years ago I was just like you . enjoyed every second of my life, but something happend. suddenly it was bad to do whatever you liked.. so I stopped. I was retired into one's shell and imagine that whatever I did it was safe, I had it all and imagine that it was better then everything else. You told me that everyone from my place was just like me. holding back and didn't wanna be a fool.
It's like music. Music is my soul. My friends make me happy. My family make me feel safe. But when the music reaches my ears i'm falling down into a whole other world, a world where my dreams are floating around me and I feel surrounded by feelings,almost high. My heart beat faster and even if it's for one second I'm whoever I wanna be.
...and then the music stops and I'm the same again. nothing's change.
When I saw you my heart and my head felt the same, without music. It was like a drug that I can't explain. It was like you healed my heart. You were like I'm in my dreams. You did things that I'm only doing in my dreams. You said things that only people have courage to say in my dreams. you looked at life like I did in my wildest dreams. At the same second I realized this I stoped being insecure and it went over to hope. It's because I saw it in real life, all thing's I've only got in my head actually existed.
Thank's to you I had my life back, but it's kind of sad that you never gonna be able to know it.
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